我又失败了

my fren told me tt i failed my tkd grading again via msn. felt damn "sian ji bua". wasted a total of $126 on tkd grading. i'm destined to stay as a brown one. i have decided not to go for grading again. might not go back to tkd too.
i dun deserve to fail. the examiners r corrupted. they are biased against me. they are out to 吃我的钱.
looking for a new sport to join now. any recommendations? was thinking of karate, but need to buy uniform. so sian.
feb outing shd be after vernon's bday since he is quite busy in the 1st week of feb. not sure of which day yet. will settle again soon.